same girl

it's the same girl in both music video.

how lucky is that girl laa.

sasya ward :)

you leave me breathless !

i am so obsess with you.

i want to marry you <3

sasya ward <3

S E T E M .

okay rakan rakan sekalian.

me and my fren qilah baru je habis tgk cerita setem the movie sambil makan makan our dinner. nasi goreng eeyy itu bombay mari and nasi goreng seafood. :) the movie sgt sgt kelakar nak mampos !! hahahahahhahahaaaaaaaa !!! stil mcm nak gelak lagi teringat cerita tu. dulu time ada dekat wayang tak sempat nak tgk. sooo, dah lama tunggu dia keluar dekat youtube and finally today after two of my finals paper down pagi and petang tadi, tonite balas dendam lahh. okey this is a film from khabir bhatia. sinopsis xnak cerita.. tgk sendiri okey. tapi mmg worth it laaaa p.. :D featuring afdlin shauki ( mmg annoying gila dalam cerita ni ), got rashidi ishak ( so cuuteee :> [laki org ni bhaii] ), que haidar ( sgt blur and innocent and noob. haha lawak gila ), sathiya ( ni mmg annoying and mintak penampar punya org dekat dlm cerita tu :P ), vanida imran and ramai lagi yg i xberapa tau nama. and butangg?? jadi pak indon. :P

watch setem the movie from youtube. crdt to irienad.

and sorry to maizan mustaffa, yusof and anuar cuz u guys call i tak dgr ( if they ever read my blog lah kaann. haha perasan ). concentrate sgt tgk cerita nii :P

kena sambung study balik daaaa :S

sasya.

KEMATIAN.

I IS DEADDEADDEADDEADDEAD.

CLICK HERE HERE HERE !

ALREADY DEAD. IS IN HELL :s

SASYA.

FREAK OUT !

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i am freaking out,

sasyaaaaa.

f a c e b o o k

i hate facebook at the moment.

facebook is a badass.

i shud keep in distant with you, facebook. u make me..

• malas.
• berangan.
• sakit hati.
• buang masa.
• buat dosa :P
• kerja tangguh.
• tak study.
• membazir electric.
• merabunkan mata.

i shud go study..

sasya :S

TAHITI

let's go TAHITI !!!!!!!

please lah acknowledge the beauty of this mother nature.

tengok lah how crystal clear is the water.

eeeii geramnyee!

:S

i need this at the moment.

the smoothie breeze all..

the fresh salt smell from the sea.

the warm glittering and golden sand.

and like i can see no building standing up around me.

nothing in between my view.

and imagine laying down on the sand.

eating ice cream. eeeii bestnyeee. grrr.

feels like every of my problems flew away along the winds.

going going gone farrr away and then faded forever.

yea yea rightt..

but don't worry, i'm living with reality here..

all this tahiti shit is not gonna cut my problems off ponn.

but i need a time break.

pergi pantai lah nanti ! menarik ! :)

i don't like this game anymore..

icy dreamyy.

sasya :S

when it was me - paula deanda

dengar lagu penuh dari youtube.com ( click sini )

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She use to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck of 5
And I guess that she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh,
And I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh,
I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh,
You look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you use to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
(I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same,
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name,
You said nothing felt as good as when you gazed into my eyes,
Now you don't care I'm alive,
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh,
And I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh,

I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh,
You look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you use to look at me that way

Oh what makes her so much better than me?
(what makes her so much better than me?)
What makes her just everything that I can never be?
(I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy?
Because I can remember when it was me

That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh
Even if it made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
(I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me
(So much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
(I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was meeeeeeeeeee

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

sasya

yesterday's feeling.

i tot i would be okayy.

actually, i AM okay.

but still, i do feel something.

something that could stop me from smiling.

something that make my day restless.

there's some energy that blocked me to feel..

for god sake for surely i know that i SHOULD NOT feel like this.

i deserve to be happy, to be seen, to be cared, and whatever other stuff.

but.. yeah there's 'but' at the end of my phrase kann. A LOT actually!

idk whether i am being too pessimistic or what. but i can't control myself this time.

sort of tired of fighting in this game. bila lah nak game over?? :S

but i came to think of it back, it's okey syafinaz, it's okay for you to feel like shit at the moment.

to feel like your world is soo dark and cynical.(padahal my real life is soo far from it kan)

why should i lie to myself rite?

i just realize. actually someone made me realize that after all of this time.

i've been neglecting my life.

i created my own fake and so-called cool life. untill i myself forgot. where i was belong to.

i ought to know that my life is isn't that difficult and complex, syafinaz.

yea, please wake up and hold up to your own pillar (uww pole dancing :P hehe jussstt kidding :P)

yes i can do it.

dreams all real. all we have to do is just believe.

and one more thing, yes the dream, aim and goal is important.

but yet the most important thing is, the journey of reaching out the goal itself.

have u guys ever realize that the journey itself will make you who you are someday when u reached your goal.

it will determine how will you lead your goal afterwards.

life is like a long highway. it is still gotta way to go evendoe you already reach your goal ( let say tol tunai, touch n go, smart tag is a metaphors for goal from my highway story :P)

after we reached tol, we still have to continue driving to get to our home or kampung or mana mana rite??

it goes same in our life. there is a lot of thing ahead for us to reach out.

yea sometimes i admit that i feel like wanna give in and just sit back and lay down in my fantasy world.

but hello come on. we live this life once. so dont messed yourself up. errr evendoe i do think that i'm pretty fucked up myself.

yea sometimes i do feel like wanna turn back the clock and make it the day before before before before yesterday yesterday yesterdayy. wayyy wayyy back. where my life is not as complex as now. where i don't have to choose hardly in decision making. where i don't have to fight to the max for some shit. uughh annoyingg..

but thank god moments later i snap out from that kerja bodoh 'always want to look back stuff'.

there is nothing at the back syafinaz..

your life is more interesting ahead..

it is more meaningful and beautiful. but it's your job to treasure it. and learn it.

past is like one portrait for me to describe. it's something that tells stories.

the happiness, sadness, fearness, emptyness, angriness, disappointment'ness', and other 'ness'.

it is there, the story was there.. yea it's there for us to see. just see..

and to remember :) and then after that we will leave it hanging on the wall back alone..

but life ahead is a mystery. one exciting mystery :)

the most suitable song for this post is - a place in this world by taylor swiff. this is a piece from my fav list song <3>click here to listen to the song :)

and also many credits to anuar for tot me about a LOADS of thing when everytime we were talking to each other :)

i feel nothing.

sasya :)