im comfortable being cynical, angry, hurt.
im not use to this happy life.
my life are not meant to be happy. i know.
so dont give me any false hope.
i really suck in being in a relationship.
im good in breakups.
and im master in living alone.
becuz at the end of the day,
i know. NO HUMAN BEING is really gonna be there for me.
yes i have trust issue. i had it for forever.
long before i met you.
and its nobody to blame.
Never i dare to believe in anybody.
My heart is only for me to hurt it.
No other people can hurt it.
Becuz i know how goddamn hurt when u trust someone.
And then they betray your trust.
I think i know how'd that feels.
Yea i think i knoww...